keep the life alive

Hmm..lagi jatuh cinta sama film ini..

Tak hanya meratap, tapi juga mengingat betapa penting dan berharganya mereka dalam hidup kita..

Puisi selanjutnya masih...tentang bunda


"Tutup pintu, matikan lampu,

Aku hanya tak mampu,

Orang bercengkrama, aku diam,

Layaknya merasa diancam,

Cepat tidur, katamu,

Tak ingin ku lepas kau pada tamu,

Bolehkah kau menemaniku terlelap?

Sehingga aku tidak sendiri dalam gelap?

Ma, peluk aku..."


*nb: masih dalam suasana duka pada hari yang sama, di hari Senin, 10 Juni 2013*

For someone i love who is miss their mom cause of they can't see their mom anymore


Always have a lot of love

But not a player

Always there for 24 hours

But not 911 phone calls

Always give without take,

But not only care

Always that's you, Mom

But not only a mom, you also a bestfriend and a lover,

Thank you mom, I Love you

(June 10th 2013)

*ps: i have a lot of cry for made this post, remember that they lose their perfect mom :(

     Claire melangkah ke taman Pelita, tempat janjiannya dengan Lyus hari ini. Mereka berencana pergi ke kampus dan toko buku. Claire menemani Lyus mencari referensi untuk skripsinya semester depan. Ada 3 orang anak-anak sedang berlarian mengelilingi taman sambil tertawa keras. Waktu terus bergulir tanpa perduli apakah manusia siap menghadapi hari demi hari yang berlalu. Masih teringat jelas di benaknya saat ia, Lyus dan kakak laki-lakinya yang kedua sedang bermain petak umpet di taman Pelita. Mereka bertiga belum mengenal masalah, tumpukan tugas dan pergaulan yang tersekat-sekat karena perbedaan antar insan manusia. Tiba-tiba salah satu anak hampir terjatuh, tetapi ada seseorang dengan sigap menangkap anak tersebut dan tersenyum sambil berbisik pada anak tersebut. Wajah yang familiar itu pun melihat ke arah Claire.

(Cerita ini hanya sepotong mengingat rasa penasaran itu membangkitkan semangat untuk mengintip lagi ke blog saya dan sedikit visualisasi taman tersebut :D) 

Well, because i reach my age at 24, so i wanna share some things in my life

1. My name is Felicia and Xiao Qing, that is the meaning, Felicia: Happiness and Xiao Qing : Little Green, then i think the conclusion is Little green happiness (Happiness in this green world)

2. I fall in love in green, yes how can it be more real than a meaning of name? I love blue,red and purple too.

3. Self confident is one of my strength, i can't live without.

4. I've filled my life with music, books, poem, strory and a lot of happiness, of course.

5. One of the best thing in my life is ever stay in Batam, I get all my boyfriend there, yeah and the last too.

6. Worst thing in my life now is working in the other field, not my dream field.

7. Thing i really wanna do is going all  around the world.

8. I don't jealous with what other's had, i just too busy with my own happiness,

9.  One of my favorite quote is from William Shakespeare "But o, how bitter a thing it is to look into happiness through another man's eyes". I think the real meaning is Happiness is the way you feel in your life, not from other's opinion

10. Westlife is my favorite band ever, i have the magazine, photos, song, cassette and CD

11. I don't like foreknowledge, i just wanna believe in God :)

12. Korean Drama i love most is a gentleman's dignity and coffee prince

13. Actually, i have the different date of birth than my other family member, my Dad birthday at 6th july, Lil' brother at 15th July, Mom on 13th November and my lil' sis at 14th November, i am 30th March, so amazing that we're born naturally, no caesar..

14. I already have 4 boyfriend, include this last one,

15. oh yeah cartoon? ehm snoopy, kerokeropi, shinchan and yoyo cici,

16. If i have to pick 3 things for me to live in random place (except things we wear) i will pick flashlight (without battery one), umbrella and camera (pick everything i see), ahaha... maybe i will bring sleeping bag too, for a bonus. :)

17. If i have to choose three things for my fashion, i would like eyeglasses, jacket and hat, why? because no one knows that bad hair/clothes or dark circle comes all the times :p

18. some of the things i want to destroy maybe such a social media,anything (hey we live in real live not fake one and stop see you gadget like everything), motorcycle (many accident in Indonesia causes from motorcycle) and hate from this world (we live in the same earth, just live with peace).

19. I can speak teowchew, Lil' mandarin, a lot of Indonesian and some English, ahaha..

20. I ever wanna be astronaut, lawyer, and doctor, and now i just graduated from psychology bachelor (i mean some kind of 2 years ago)

21. I love children, maybe i should teach most of them later..

22. I have collection of novels, comics and compact disc

23. Chocolate, coffee and Cahya, 3 C that i love <3

24. Last but not least, i wear glasses for almost 10 years for sure and both of my eyes have minus 3, hehe..


~See ya in next post~